Life is a beautiful struggle

Time machine

thahiraruni — Sat, 17 Dec 2011 16:01:03 +0000

Saya tau kalau kita harus terus jalan kedepan tanpa melihat kebelakang, akan tetapi kita boleh dong sesekali melihat kebelakang? Mobil aja punya 3 kaca spion yang sesekali kita harus lihat supaya kita bisa waspada dan perjalanan kita bisa lancar kedepan.
Sama juga hal nya dengan hidup, sesekali kita juga harus melihat kebelakang atau lebih pasti nya lagi, melihat masa lalu kita.
Bagi saya, masa lalu itu penting untuk sesekali dilihat, bukan untuk disesali tapi untuk membimbing kita agar di masa depan kita tidak mengulangi kesalahan yang kita lakukan di masa lalu, karena masa lalu lah yang membuat kita seperti sekarang.
Tapi hari ini, saya bukan mau ngebahas masa lalu saya yang dulu2 , tapi saya mau membahas dimana tepat setahun lalu adalah tepat dimana saya merasakan kebebasan, kesenangan dan rasa sayang yang timbul dengan orang2 yang sekarang menjadi orang-orang yang saya paling sayangi.
Tahun lalu, masa masa jaya dimana saya bisa menyangi orang tanpa ada rasa takut atau rasa sakit.
Sungguh saya tidak heran kenapa hampir semua orang bermimpi agar mesin waktu itu benar benar ada di dunia ini, atau bahkan berharap jika waktu bisa di pause dan bisa di play kapan saja.
Karena buat saya pribadi, setahun lalu itu adalah dimana saya bisa merasakan memiliki dan menyayangi dirinya.
Sekarang pun saya tetap menyayanginya…

I really miss him.
How are you, darling?

Do give me a call if you miss me too. I know you do.

Cheers,
Thahira

Tak kan pernah menyesal

thahiraruni — Mon, 05 Dec 2011 01:14:06 +0000

Aku tau kisah ini terasa berat di pundakmu..
Aku tau karena juga begitu berat di bahuku..
Coba sayang.. Berhentilah meratapi keadaanku..
Jgn pernah menyerah pada keadaan busuk ini…
Apapun yang akan terjadi, takkan pernah aku sesali..
Bila menjalani semua denganmu.. Bila memahami semua denganmu..
Aku… Takkan pernah menyesal..

Gravity

thahiraruni — Wed, 30 Nov 2011 12:43:32 +0000

Set me free.. Leave me be.. Here i am and i stand so tall..

Mark Twain (1835 – 1910)

thahiraruni — Wed, 30 Nov 2011 01:48:21 +0000

Kebaikan adalah hal yang bisa didengar orang tuli dan bisa dilihat oleh orang buta – Mark Twain

… because you’re too precious.

thahiraruni — Tue, 29 Nov 2011 15:17:44 +0000

I can smile outside, but I can’t smile inside.

this is too painful to feel.. too hard to forget..

are you happy now? because I’m not.

It’s been a while.. but I still can’t forget.

ps: I won’t forget you.. this feeling won’t fade away, because i believe in you and I know you’re hurting too, but you believed in me too. So, we gave up for their happiness, not us. Don’t worry baby, everything is gonna be alright. We need to make this our best moment in our life. That is fine if we are hurting now, I believe our happiness will come when HE thinks we deserve it, maybe not now, but it will come.. it MUST come. We just need to be patient.. more patient.

love,

thahira

Me. You. Everybody.

thahiraruni — Tue, 22 Nov 2011 15:43:04 +0000

I love him so much, but i dont know how to make them understand that this is real. This is not just a-year-relationship-than-end kind of feelings. Love is super blind. Cliche huh?!

I cant even describe my own feelings, all i know is that he is perfect for me. I see it in my own way, i bet they wont understand either.

And I miss him so much. Can YOU please help me, God? Your slave is hurting. I beg your mercy to show me the way so that everyone can be happy. Including me.

The fear you won’t fall

thahiraruni — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 12:43:44 +0000

I know its easy to say, but its harder to feel this way. And I miss you more than I should, than I thought I could. I can’t get my mind of you.

And I hate the phone, but i wish you’d call.

Best quotes

thahiraruni — Sun, 20 Nov 2011 16:12:43 +0000

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.

Poor Barney

thahiraruni — Sun, 20 Nov 2011 15:22:55 +0000

Favorites line HIMYM SO7E10

Robin: I’m such a mess. Why do you even like me?

Barney: I guess.. you’re almost as messed up as I am.

…….

Nora’s Dad: When you meet the right person, you know it. You can’t stop thinking about them. They’re your best friend, and your soul mate, you can’t wait to spend the rest of your life with them. No one and nothing else can compare.

…..

Robin: There’s something I have to tell you.

Kevin: Then don’t. There’s one thing I’ve learned as a therapist, just because something need to be told, that’s not always something to be heard.

…

We’ve done all bad things, doesn’t mean we’re bad people. Look, I don’t care about details of your past and I hope you don’t mind either. What I do care is you. And from tonight forward, you’re in this as much as I am.

Cherry Blossom Girl

thahiraruni — Thu, 10 Nov 2011 07:03:24 +0000

Part one of the interest to cherry blossom is apparent to every person, since they may be extremely gorgeous. The cherry flower is just one of most fascinating masterpieces created by our mother nature. Blooms tend to be impressive and fragile at once. You will find them incredibly gentle and womanly, leading them to be equally great looking and suitable for presentation in most circumstances.

The recognition of such cherry flower additionally comes from the actual meaning of cherry flowers in oriental countries. Oddly enough, all these wonderful blossoms could be viewed in 2 diverse yet similarly enjoyable approaches.

Usually, the cherry flowers regarded in Japan as a indication of how brief and delightful existence could very well be. Sakura blossoms for a comparatively limited time and one time a year. The look of most of these great blossoms is actually unique and defines just how existence alone could be short, but significant. The cherry flowers can inform everyone around you that a person benefits from each and every second, don’t take existence without any consideration, and are generally dedicated to taking advantage of efforts.

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